Monday, October 12, 2009
,8:14 PM.
t was hard to make a decision.
It was tough that I understand.
It is I who needs to find salvation.
But not that don't I want to, it's just that I cant.
I don't want to hurt anyone,
but I need to do this for me.
I know I shouldnt,but I want,
because I couldnt find a place to be.
I'm lost in my own world,
not having the right to say something.
I'm just a normal girl,
who lost herself through fighting.
I don't know who's right,
I don't know who's not.
I just wished I could take a flight,
to where no one would see me rot.
I dont belong here,
I don't belong there.
I know no fear,
but I dun know to whom I should share.
It was supposed to go back to the way it was,
it was supposed to be over.
But I cant get rid of the cause,
above me a black cloud hovers.
I'm broken inside,
ofcourse no one could see it,
I wish to follow the tides..
Who seems to flow with ease..
It was tough for you to take two
and I thought it's ok
but I ended up breaking myself too
and I wish I could fade away
I don't know who I am,
I don't know where I should go,
do I have more friends?
or do I have more foes?
who could decide..
I don't know..
By: Shield Maiden
Sunday, August 23, 2009
,8:58 AM.
Vengeance
Years past quietly
The stars rise with the night
The deep heart beats silently
A deep grudge grew inside
Never will it forget
The pain that happened
Neither will it fail to get
What it always wanted
Crawling out from the abyss
It shouted and swore
The time it’ll never miss
The time it will always remember and adore
Pitiful them…
Clothed with happiness
Have they forgotten the heart they condemned?
Clothed with darkness
Fall they will one day
As the heart sits down and wait
For it’ll never always go their way
“It never did…” the heart said…By: Shield MaidenLabels: vangeance
Saturday, February 7, 2009
,10:18 PM.
Once upon a time, there was a girl
who thought she had everything in her world
The perfect love, the perfect friends
but too bad for her, it was all planned.
One day she was betrayed
By the very people who she cared
Depressed and dissapointed she ran away
from all the lies that was created and shared
How could this have happened?
She thought to herself.
Her life like a a paper was crumppled
And she was left crying by herself.
Who are the people who she called friend?
Who are the people who she love so much?
Are they more of a foe than a fiend?
Or is it just a piece of another lie or such?
She swore never to forgive them
and that she hated them like never before
but deep down inside her heart
she's not the person she is anymore
She's confused and sad
is she that bad??
It doesnt matter what she say
because the light in her heart, has gone away.
By: Shield Maiden
Labels: Life
Saturday, October 4, 2008
,10:11 PM.
I'm sick of people
trying to make me do what they want
I'm sick of people
trying to be mine when they're not the one
I'm sick of people
talking about who I'm not
I'm sick of people
who's trying to make my life rot
I'm sick of people
who always pushes me to my limit
I'm sick of people
forcing me to do things when my heart's no in it
I'm sick of people
trying to control my destiny
I'm sick of people
who can't understand the real me
I'm sick of people
who thinks they're so good
I'm sick of people
who don't respect people when the should
I'm sick of people
I'm sick of you
I'm sick of living
I'm sick of everything!!
By: Shield Maiden
Labels: Life
,10:08 PM.
When I look down
at the road I took
I realize now
I've lost my one & only hope
From far away
I call your name
For my life ahead
won't be the same
Behind this smile
lies a lonely girl
who all this while
is still finding her world
She search for the truth
Of her own true feeling
in may be brute
but that's he only hope of living
By: Shield Maiden
Labels: Life, Love, Self Motivation
Friday, September 26, 2008
,11:57 PM.
I'm sick and tired of being pushed around
Of being the only one who can
Of having to hide my frown
Of ending when I've just began.
I'm sick and tired of having no one
Of trying to make things right
Of you criticising what I've done
Of myself being not alright.
I'm sick and tired of being asked
Of being 'just as required'
Can't you see I'm heavily tasked,
Oh! I'm just so sick and tired!
By: Queen RLabels: Life
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
,5:42 AM.
This Ramadhan,
I seek Your forgiveness
From my sins and ruthlessness
Or from my forgetfulness and carelessness
Yaa Rabb, Grant me Your graciousness.
This Ramadhan,
To You this promise I'd make
In the wee hours I'd wake
My Iman please do not shake
Yaa Rabb, all I do is for Your sake.
This Ramadhan,
I'd pray for this world to be at peace
Facing the kiblat on my knees
I need no nuns nor the priests
Ya Rabb, to You, my love will increase.
This Ramadhan
Will not be like the past Ramadhan
For I have grown from a young one
All my mistakes may it be undone
Ya Rabb, to You this journey I run.
By: Queen RLabels: Islamic